Past Pleasure, Present Pains..

My life was filled with Preponderating Pains,i had no idea of what pleasures are, I had nothing, I knew thats life.It was Those days where i just wanted to disappear, to get far away from anything and everything as i hated my life here, But just then came you an angel from the Horizon and made me enter a world where everything was Blissfully Divine..

All the pains Turned Pleasures, A miracle in my life..

I completely lost me in you..

All the words faded here as i spoke to u..

The World seem to be Hazy,It was only you and you constantly in all my breathe.

The days were shorter and the nights were longer..

You were the Artistic tides in my Sea of thoughts.

All those days around you, i was in Comatose beyond the

pinnacles of Elation..

I always crouched in your shadows..

I gave you all my hopes and Dreams and

Just when i felt you were mine,

You betrayed me and made me realize that

YOU NEVER WERE AND NEVER WILL BE MINE....

And now Without you the World seems to be dead ,

I miss you in my thoughts and in all my breath..

Though there exist tons of creatures around me, but still i

can see the loneliness Conquering me.

Though the Sun is resplendent ,Am just a prey to the Darkness.

My Dream Ends here....

Its pathetic to see those days with you are now gone, But am glad that they were once mine...

I dint die with this BrokenHeart, But only i wish I did..

As am now, So once was i Searching for light in Dark..

My Quest for you .. Clueless..

I met Trillions in my life, I forgot most of them.

Many were Just a rememberance and hence i Forgot them,

But u were a memory worth all the pain in life.

You are now A Scar in my Soul.

Though it seems hopeless,I just live with a hope that u may turn back to me,

I wish You were with me..

That Day never comes and my wish never Ends....

[PS : Its a creative write, not an experienced one.. :)]